A little bit on heartache

I guess it comes as no surprise that in all my dating messes every now and then I do find someone. And so far, every time I've been hurt.

Some things I wish he would know but I've never been able to say are:
1) no matter what, I love him.
2) I wish I didn't.
3) Every second that ticks by without a call or text is an inner battle that I know everyone can see except him.
4) I'm trying my hardest to get over him.